Things seem to be slowly improving so that’s good news I guess. I guess about this time last month I was panicking about my financial situation and then there was a death in the family which was a bit of a shock and hard to handle in a few ways and I guess it all got to me. Financially I guess I blew a bit of cash throughout the year so I’m looking to tighten that up for now. Hopefully with my next pay I’ll completely pay of my credit card with my pay and the crap I’ve sold. And yeah, I’ve sold some things on EBay and the like, a few things I would like to keep but for the most part it was just baggage, things I wasn’t using now or haven’t in years and given I live in an apartment with limited space selling some crap I don’t need is probably a good idea regardless of where my finances were. The end game here I guess is to drastically reduce my credit card limit so its never more than what I can pay off at the end of the month and hopefully save some money. That’s been a bit of an issue but I have a few holidays I’d really like to make so perhaps with an actual goal this will be easier. See how I go and I think I just need to stay proactive because most of my expenses come from me being bored and looking for toys to distract me.
As for the death, it’s kind of weird how that effects you. It wasn’t so much the fact I lost an Auntie (I have a few memories of her which I hold fond) that upset me but the realisation that not only did I not know her anywhere near as much as I would like, but going to Sydney and meeting the rellies was such a fantastic experience that upon arriving home it’s hard to deal with the fact that I don’t know any of the extended family. One relative joked when saying good bye that we’d all catch up again when either ‘someone dies or gets married’ which is actually a rather unfortunate truth. Anyway I might make an effort to get there in Jan, not only to see the family but friends in general. It’ll also be an opportunity to visit Sydney on my own time table, which I’ve never been able to do in the past.
Anyway, I guess my PMS is subsiding and I feel better about how things are currently on all accounts besides my best friend moving out but I knew this day was coming.
